Ugh!

Ok so that didn't last..  It hasn't even been thirty yet and I am already back at my computer eating a very unhealthy breakfast using my kids as an excuse as to why I am not going to make it today.  One of their christmas presents isn't working so I must leave 30 min before the store opens to stand outside and wait so that I don't have to stand 30 min in line inside and wait after it is open.  huh?  lol.  Anything to avoid getting our heart rate up.  Must get dressed to leave the house.  Feeling tired.  Want to go back to bed.  Catch 22...

Well, since I haven't written since August, you must know that I haven't lost any weight.  I have been working out more frequently but not quite enough.  More frequently equals about six times a month.  Which is not nearly enough to lost 30 pounds.  Especially since my eating hasn't changed.  :(  The sad part of it all is that I am getting used to being this weight and accepting myself at this weight that I am beginning to lack motivation to workout even more than I already did.  I keep telling myself, just 30 min each day on the elliptical - JUST GO DO IT!  That will at least be something to help start me off... ok going to do it now!